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Baghdad:
The Disappeared Girls.

BY MARILYN KRYSL

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Luxury, then, is a way of being ignorant.
—Amiri Baraka

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 A girl outside the primary-schoolyard gate
 has disappeared. Another—no one sees—
 doesn't come home. A black car ate a broken
 girl's shrill scream. Her father: She's my jewel! 
 I curse the West. We didn't ask for war. 
 Those men who come: don't they have daughters?


 War slams down. Doors swing shut. Daughters
 stay in. One father drove a truck, his gate
 stood open, he paid his daughter's school. The war
 blasts on. His girl's smart: her teacher sees
 in her another teacher. Now his gold
 leaves school to sweep a floor: another broken

 promise. No truck, no work: he owns his broken
 heart, and hers. Other pink-blouse daughters
 watch TV all day. Behind each sapphire
 three thousand sweating horses.
 Behind each gate
 a girl on hold. Scared. And bored—how seize
 the day? They wilt. Lose weight. They are my war—

 I who buy the Uzis, mortars. (War
 is terrorism: Howard Zinn.) Our broken
 treaties fan my shame: dead girls, dead seas. 
 We polish our luxuries. These daughters
 and these sons are ours, and ours the gate
 that shuts our children out. There goes an emerald

 of a girl—to assemble mortars. This amethyst
 works at the land-mine plant. War is war
 against the spirit. Break it, smash the gate, 
 desecrate the altar. Something's broken? 
 Toss it. Buy another. Another daughter
 puts on pink pants, a pink hairband, a rhinestone

 ring. Then she sits down and weeps. She sees
 that spill of light across the floor, pearls
 the sun lays down as though she's some god's daughter. 
 Zinn again: War is always war
 against children. We're good at making broken
 things. It's easy as shopping. Our aggregate: 

 indifference, comfort, war. Here's a gate 
 made of diamonds. Open it. That broken
 girl, our daughter, waits here, and she sees. 

 

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