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Just in time for Valentine's Day,
the Guardian in London has
reviewed and raved about
The Secret Language of Sleep.
And, for the rest of the week,
you can buy it for $5!

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Sestina for a Sister.

BY LAURA CRONK

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 Looking closely, I saw that the window
 was very clean. She must've just washed it. My sister
 is fastidious. When I watch
 her I don't even realize she's tidying up, getting every spot
 on the counter, making the green
 floor tiles gleam. She rewards herself with a cigarette

 each time she's really finished something up. Each cigarette
 vanishes and it's on to something else. This window
 is spectacular, even for her. I could reach and touch the green
 fields, all wet and bright. It's absolute perfect crystal. My sister
 finished this and went on to another spot. 
 This was just a few minutes' work. Her watch

 ticks loudly on her wrist. It's an antique watch, 
 a gift from her long-gone lover. He gave her a cigarette
 case too, engraved with birds. He gave it to her at the little spot
 where they used to go. Well, it's the only spot in town. A café with neon in the window
 and little tables with candles in the back. My sister 
 has these two gifts from him. And a poem inked in green

 on a piece of expensive lacy paper. Green
 ink was an odd choice, I thought. I began to watch
 her closely after that, after he disappeared and left the poem. My sister
 held herself together. We sat and each smoked a cigarette
 after she read it. It was snowing. We sat by the window
 and smoked, though I don't smoke, and watched the snow fall. One spot

 of snow stuck to grass and then more and more did, each tiny spot
 blew down from the sky and gathered with the others whiting out the lawn, green
 just a few weeks before. She sat at that window
 every night for a week to watch
 and see if he would walk up the path, stopping to snub out his cigarette
 by the mailbox before ringing as usual, asking for my sister.

 I always get the door. It's a deal we have. My sister
 gets the phone. I like to see a person if he's going to put me on the spot. 
 She doesn't mind being put on the spot so long and she can finish her cigarette
 if she's started one. Our old rattly green
 phone rings and she goes to it without a thought, checking her watch
 as she answers, newspaper clutched in her hand from wiping down the window.

 This time the phone is him. Her cigarette falls and her watch
 hangs heavy on her wrist. The spot where she stands goes dark. I pull the window
 Shades and go to the porch; my sister stands holding that receiver so cold and such an awful green. 

 

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